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I AIN’T GOING TO WRITE PAINFUL SAMANDRIEL FIICLETS OKAY.
KRIPKE WHY WOULD YOU LET THE WRITERS DO THIS TO US?! WHYYYY?!! WE ALL HAD HEADCANNONS AND THEY DESTROYED THEM. CRUSHED THEM UNDER THE SOLES OF THEIR SHOES.
Its not Kripke now, it’s fucking Carver. CARVER. YOU ARE A BASTARD. CUT OPEN MY HEART WHY DON”T YOU YOU TERRIBLE HUMAN BEING.
Just. okay. Cas being a sweet older brother, letting Samandriel follow him around even though Uriel and Balthazar are picking on poor Sammy. Teaching him to fly. TEACHING HIM TO WATCH BEES OKAY . telling him “be good while I”m gone, little brother” when he left Heaven for his last mission- not knowing he wouldn’t return. And Samandriel tried to do it, tried to live up to Castiel’s example, and always believed in him through everything. so when he said “Too much heart was always his problem”, what he meant was “He was so good to me” and “He’s the best brother I had” and “Nobody knows him like I do” and “I still love him.” and he was so relieved to see Castiel, so relieved that it restored his faith in their father a little bit, because his big brother came back all the way from Purgatory to save him.
That’s it. i’mma fly into the sun.
I’M SORRY YOU’VE BEEN SO BUSY :C And UGH WE’VE ALL BEEN ASSAULTED BY SPN. KRIPKE’D Ugh, I screamed so loud when… you know… and I was seriously weeping (which is something I NEVER do) I CAN’T HANDLE THESE FEELS DAMMIT.
THIS IS WHY THE FANDOM CAN’T HAVE NICE THINGS. BECAUSE THE GODDAMN WRITERS BREAK EVERYTHING AND I’M NEVER LOVING ANYTHING AGAIN.
I had headcanons, man. i had whole stories about Cas and little Baby Angel Sammy. I HAD WARM FUZZY BROTHERLY ANGEL FEELS and then fucking that happens. I want to wuit everything forever.